Glamour

Name...Status...Position...
Which states someone's ability...
In certain fields...
The glamour...
In general...
Proves and points out the peak of the circle...
However...
Is that really shown the summit?
Or that's only one of the ways to show it?
For me...
It is only a measurement...
Which proves someone's results...
Not the sincere heart...
The feeling in doing something...
The real personality... Which is the only ruler...
The only judge...Measurement...
That shows the truth... The real ability...

Desert's Sunset

New Mexico Desert's Sunset
Desert Island
Sahara Desert's Sunset

Autumn

Autumn...
A very romantic season...
Throughout this season...
The leaves dry up...
Turn yellow...
Falling down to the earth...
Slowly...
Along the street...
Couples...
Sitting at wooden chairs...
Looking at each other sweetly...
Enjoying the beauty...
Orangish leaves... As the priest...
Witness their love...
The true and pure love...
Present in their deep heart eternally...

Dream?

A dream...
Will it come true?
Yet...
With strong determination...
A great will...
Just lead your life...
As what you wish to have...
Bravely across it...
Accepting all the challenges...
Struggling off all the hindrances...
Finding a way...
The only way you choose...
To succeed at last...
Reach the expected target...
Dream... Is not a dream anymore...
But is a turning point in your life...
As long as you work for it...
Success... Is just the product of your work...
Your strength will lead you...
Acts as a bright candle in the dark...
Shines the darkness street...
And eventually...
You will reach the end point...
In which you stated before...
For yourself...In your odinary life...

Tears

Tears...
Very precious...Priceless...
Like pearls...Hide in oysters...
Insides the deep sea...Wide ocean...
Like a box of tressure...Full with invaluable property...

Tears...
Just like droplets of water...Early in the morning...
100 % pure...The presents from god...
Full with the spirit of nature...
The soul of life...

Tears...
Accumulate all the memories...
Memories of joy...Memories of pain...
Which mean to our life...Colourise our life...
Make our life alive...Eternally...

Recovery

Leaving her...
I myself...
Facing the future...
Accepting the challenges...
Overcoming the obstacles and hindrances alone...
I scared...
But still tried...
Trying to pretend in front her...
To be brave...
By hook or by crook...
We already splited...
We were no more a couple...
I was just a passer-by...
A minor actor...
In her life's drama...
Became a small part of her memory...
But I still...
Hoping that...
One day...
She,the main actress...
My only princess...
Would turn back...
Discover me...
Our love would recover...

Unacceptable Love

Very tired...
Being played by love...
Turning around...
I nearly insaned...
I really scared...
Scared of falling in love...
As what I used to know...
Love...Is very hard to guess...
Difficult to decide...
Hardly understood...
I couldn't accept it...
Very dull...Moody...
I scared of it...
Hatred to be hurted again...
A hurt because of love...
Letting my tears...
Rolling down my cheeks...
I cried...
For what?
I didn't know...
Maybe... That was the only thing...
That I could leave for that person...
Even though we couldn't be together...
And maybe... I already used to...
Used to cry for the memories left...
Deeply buried in my deepest heart's soil...
It was our secret... Forever...

True Friend...

A 15-year-old girl,supposed to lead her childhood happily.However,she lost her family in a car crash when she was still a baby.From that time,she thought that she was the luckiest girl in the world as she was the only survivor in the car crash.Because of her tragic life,my parents kindly adopted her as child and she was named as Miracle.We began to be best friends,we shared everything we owned.

However,god seemed to have green eyes towards her.It happened drastically one day.That day was a turning point in her life which changed her life forever.I could still remember that it was a sunny day.Everything went with our daily routine.As usual,we had our daily exercise together in a small stadium in our beloved school.We were asked to run for ten rounds circling the stadium.

All of a sudden,she fainted.I went near her to check for her breathing.I could not sense warm air breathing out from her nose.I was frozen at that time.I started to shiver.I did nothing but quickly informed my teacher.

Within a fraction of second,Miracle was sent to the hospital.Along the way to the hospital,I hold her hand,trying to call her up.She did not give any respond.My tears began to flow like unthreaded pebbles.I scared to lose her as she was my only true friend.I could not control myself.I screamed as loud as thunder like a psychopath.

Fortunately,her strong determination resumed her breathing again.Her breath was weak and warm but was meaningful to me.I was over the moon at that moment as if I gained everything in the world.It was already the truth that for me,a true friend is more precious than prosperity allocated in the world.I kept on talking to her as what paramedics told me to keep her awake.

After a series of diagnosis,she was examined that she suffered from brain cancer and she had already reached the last stage.The cancerous cells in her brain had already spreaded throughout her body.Even she carried out chemotheraphy,she could only live not more than one month.Thirty days,I really could not accept it.I tried to convince myself that she would be fine soon.Looking at her lying on the bed,I did nothing.I started to blame the God for grabbing all things from her included her parents and her brother.Even now,she still had to suffer from this unfamiliar disease for me.I nearly insaned.

Luckily,she was so tough to accept it as her life's challenge as she kept on calmed me down.She was so optimistic as she felt that she was so lucky as the God did not grab her life from the car crash.She still could enjoy the beautiful world for 15 years.Now,she even still could live for one month more.Her smile eventually calmed down my emotional thinking.All worries seemed to be disappeared at that time.

Within this 30 days,I stayed with her.After undergoing chemotheraphy,she looked so pale and she even did not have energy to move her lips.Her black,soft hair began to drop as that was the side effect of chemotheraphy.I felt so dull but still kept on laughing in front her.I really admired her as she thought positively to fight with cancer.

One peaceful night,we both sat on a wooden chair.The sky was fulled with shining stars.The scenery was so beautiful that we really enjoyed it.

'I wish to become a bright star shining in the dark sky after I leave this beautiful world',she told me.'I wish to use all my energy to shine the world,telling all residents in the world that this world is still warm.'

I listened to her quietly.That night,I hardly slept.I kept on thinking what she told me.A selfish thinking suddenly acrossed my mind.Maybe,death was the only way to free her from being tortured by the disease.I could sense that the music of devil began to colonise my mind.I started to confuse.I remembered her pure smile and her positive thinking.I gave up my selfish thinking at last.

'Didi,didi!'My handphone woke me up.I accepted the urgent call.It was from the hospital.I was informed that Miracle has passed away at about 2 a.m. yesterday.I was shocked at that moment.But what really shocked me was that I did not feel very sad.Maybe,that was her fate.At least,she went through her worst situation with me.

Now,when there is stars in the sky at night,I will just find out the brightest one and keep on thinking of her.She made me realised that the most blissful thing along our life journey is having a true friend.

Miracle,friendship forever...

*Time...

The only ruler to judge human's intelligence is time...

With the lost of time,we learn lessons from our life journey.Socrates,the most famous philosopher in ancient Greek,when he was 70,he found out he saw nothing!

Maybe,along the long life,contains only live and dead.The memories of happiness and sadness are only the passers-by.Love and hate are just fireworks in fraction of seconds.After the climax,what left is just fragments of regret.

Appreciate the present and prepare for the future with moderate feelings...