Love...Stay away from it?

Before that,I felt that love,for me is a stranger that won't come into my ordinary life.I also never have any expectation towards my love relationship.I know,love is a hazardous thing.My sense always tells me not to go near or get involve in it.I obey it and convince myself to be moderate.

However,after I met many cases happening around me,I felt that I was wrong.Although love is a dangerous object,it colourises our life.Our life,initially just like a white sheet of paper,becomes colourful due to the presence of love.Love changes us from immatured to matured,from unperfect to perfect.

Our mind,initially blank,now becomes full...Full with memories.Memories with lover,people whom you love.Although at last you and your lover may seperate due to several reasons,what you gave or gained in this relationship is a memory.A memory with your lover,although is just a small part,a short period in your life,it happened in your real life.Your lover maybe a passer-by in your life but his or her presence has changed your mind and thinking.You changed because of him or her.

Your lover is not neccessary belonged to you.However,your heart has already belonged to him or her.What you can do is just wish him or her to have a sweet life.Bless him or her with your deepest will.Love a person,is not a must to own physically,but in the field of soul.Your soul is already mixed with feelings that are unexplainable.You can't control your mind.You keep on thinking of him or her.You always wonder where and what he or she is doing now?

And of course,love is just a memory.A memory which makes your life perfect,inordinary.This memory will present in your mind forever.No matter how you wish to delete it,forget it,you can't.Please don't bury your head in the sand like an ostrict.This will only make you suffer.You will only feel that it is very difficult for you to continue your life.

In a nutshell,there is no such ways to stay away from love,but just accept it when it comes to you.So,just use moderate feelings to lead your life.Thus,any obstacles will not stop you and affect your mind.

My Worries

When I was alone...
I thought of many things...
My past...
What had I done during these time?
What had I lost?
My present days...
What I am doing now?
What's circling my mind right now?
My future...
Shall I continue my life without any change?
Keep on my life with what I own?
I confused...
I tried to think...
Thinking where should I lead my way...
I lost...
Lost in the wide ocean...
Sailing alone...Without any sailors be with me...
Lost in the deep jungle...
Adventuring alone...Without the aid of compass...
Lost in my life journey...
Walking alone...In a long life journey...
Very depressed...Really uncomfortable...
The journey is too long...
I wish...
There is someone who can stay beside me...
Cheer me up...Support me...
Yet...
Till now...
I'm still waiting for that person...
Long for you...