Clean & Fair Competition

During these days,I found that it is hard to live in nowadays life...All people no longer smile to you with their true smile...But,behind it must have a sword pointing at you and you can't sense it...Once you make mistakes,you will be killed by this sword...They aren't remain their own characteristics...Changed to become a stranger...They are scary...

During a competition,no matter what a competition is...There will be people who try to do the best performance...However,these people can still be divided into two major groups:the group which is really try to do the best with their own ability,and the other is the group which try to prove themselves by cheating,using low tactics...

What I will to see...Is a clean and fair competition...Not that you are forced to cheat just because you do not do sufficient research...I am not a talent and clever person indeed,yet,I try to prove myself in each of a single test...Not that I already do lots of research...Although I do not do research at all,I would also try to do my test well and will not involve in any cheating action...

I saw a person,already insaint...Just because of a small test...He wished to beat me...I said to him before...'I hope to have a clean and fair competition with you.Then,we will know whose ability is higher.'Perhaps,I should not say these to him...Maybe he think that I was trying to send him signals that 'You won't win me forever' or whatever that seemed like I warned him...

After this,know what happened next?He did a lot of research everyday...Reading and memorising again what he collected...As time goes on,something unbelievable happened...When we both were sitting for the test that would differentiate our strongness,he began to nervous...His hands were shaking...He was in sweat...All of the sudden,He screamed loudly and fiercely...I saw this incident...I was shocked with his unexplainable actions...The examiner came to him and asked him whether he still can continue with the test...He tried to write the answer...He knew the answer...But,what he could write was just his name...He kept on writing his name...Till the paper was torn at last...

The examiner found that he already going to mentally unstable.So,in order to calm down the situation,the examiner asked a few people to carry him out of the hall...Then,we continued our test...Dealing with such a harsh situation,how could I dare to do well in the test...Yet,I still tried to convince myself that he will be fine soon...At last,I scored the highest mark...

After this,I went to meet him.He already insaint...Looking at him,I felt regret...I cried...What I tried to explain to him...Already too late...I couldn't express my sorry to him...I really sorry that I,the only person that made a person insaint...Just because of that two sentences...I successfully influent a person's future...He supposed to succeed in his life...And what I said has broken his brightly future...I couldn't forgive myself...I really felt sorry to him...

Till now,I still can't face him in person.I say nothing to him...I felt sorry to you...Do forgive my mistake that leads to this situation to be occured...