I found that during these days,I acted quite weird.I didn't know why.I just knew that if I met her in person,I would definitely felt uncomfortable.I felt something that I hardly explained grew in my heart.
Later,as time went by,I started to uncover the truth.Sorry to say that,I fall in love.I began to have strange feelings towards a girl.My heartbeat increased drastically when I saw her.I couldn't control myself.I began to quarrel with her.We quarrelled for nothing.I didn't know why.I just wanted to quarrel with her.Maybe I just wanted to create topics to talk with her.When I talked to her,my mouth seemed to be lost control.I spoke things that were not fixed with our conservation.
I began to think back.I analysed the problems.What I did actually?Impossible!It was not the truth.I found that I fall in love with her.I love her.Why?As much as I dreaded facing the inevitable,I accepted it with moderate feelings.I tried to convince myself.I already love her.This was the truth.I had to face it.So,I had a talk with her personally.
Unfortunately,she rejected me.She said that she had not enough preparation for love relationship.After I heard her explaination,my brittle heart was devastated.I heard the breaking of bottle came from my deep heart.My tears began to stream down my cheek,like unthreaded pearls.I said to her that I would give her time for her to accept me.Maybe she could also have her time to understand me more.
She said cruelly to me that I had to give up instead.She already had a person who stood firmly in her heart.That person occupied a very important position in her heart.I couldn't replace him.So,she would wait for the person to come towards her one day.I felt that I was lost.Sailing alone in the sea of loneliness.I could not find out the exit.I started to scared.
I asked myself.'When can I find my true love who can sacrifice the same as what I sacrifice for our love?'
Perhaps,I would have to wait for it.I strongly stood with my opinion that my time to wait for it worth for it.
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Maybe your right about your opinion. Well, you still have time to wait for true love. Good things hapen to people who wait. Good luck~!
Hmm....Hi guess who me r???...well love is complicated....But love is sweet n full of happiness....maybe you think da girl is suitable for you,but who knows in da future you will find da better person that will bring a happiness for you>>>CHEERS!!
will the gal is the same gsl in my mind?haha
Who are you ah?
Really duno lo...
hehe
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lol..no nid 2 feel lonely..yr buddy over here share the same thg wif u..both of us were hurt in love..
i admire u actually..at least u hv the guts 2 confess yr feelings to the gal u love..
but me..nt even dare to look into his eyes..evrtime i see him with oth girlz..my heart are all shattered apart..u noe how painful is tat? haha..wish the best for both of us..
想八卦一下...我越来越好奇那女生是谁...>_<
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